Saturday, September 6, 2014
Here is one of the few things left that is made in Canada and owned and operated by Canadians.
This is how I get my weed now; from a licensed producer, purchased online, and delivered to my door by express post. Amazing that it comes from the other side of Canada; British Colombia, in less than two days. They also have custom strains of marijuana for different needs. I use the ones for pain relief, muscle spasms , anxiety, and for sleep.
MS fatigue is bad enough and insomnia only makes it worse. My fatigue can actually be dangerous. It comes on so suddenly and then my brain switches off. I can't function at all, so the only thing I can do is sit and wait for it to pass. Sit and wait, rest and rest. It's boring and frustrating and at times gets me so down.
For me, having MS is like living in a medium security prison. I have some freedom, but the warden, MS, really is in charge. The biggest challenge is that I don't look sick. Everybody thinks I can still function like a regular person, but I can't, so I disappoint others.
I just keep going . Swimming is one of my main activities. I swim and swim, and yes, it is a huge benefit, but how long can I keep going? I just keep going. What else can I do?
Here are a few of my swim buddies who really help to keep me going.
It was a great summer at that pool. The indoor pool doesn't open till the 20th ! I already feel out of shape.
Thursday, June 12, 2014
Here's a little crab that was found on the beach during a field trip to Bouctouche Dunes in New Brunswick.
I do mentoring with grade three kids at the local public school where I live and they asked me to join them on this class outing .
It felt good today to be out breathing the ocean air. I have to say that the first year of my new life has turned out pretty good. My physical health is much improved and my MS is under control. I have lost weight and toned up my body, thanks to the indoor swimming pool that is right across the street.
I think back to the wreck I was last year at this time and I'm so glad that I decided to change my life. Retiring and getting out of the big city was the right decision. There are some things I miss about living in a large urban area, yet don't miss them enough to want to go back.
Things have even improved with medical marijuana!!
Health Canada has changed the way patients can get approval to use medical marijuana and has licensed producers to sell weed to us. It's now a very simple application process and the new licensed producers sell excellent quality weed. Still though, I think marijuana should be legalized but I doubt it will happen in my lifetime.
One thing that is strange and unexpected. I never thought that looking younger than my age would be a problem. Most people would probably say that they wish they where in that situation, but no, really ; just like MS, it's causing misunderstandings and disappointment.
Friday, December 20, 2013
Some crows decided to attack my garbage during a snowstorm. The garbage is now buried under a huge pile of snow. I dread the melt.
Here I am at the end of 2013. It's been a year of big changes for me.
I retired in April, fixed up my house and sold it in June, then packed up my gear and moved to Miramichi, New Brunswick. I have never been so tired!
Now I have to figure out what I'm going to do with my life as a " junior senior" . I think you are classed as a junior from age 55- 70. After that, you're just old.. It's a strange feeling for me to have time on my hands. To know that I can get up whenever I want, do things that I like instead of endless obligations, and stay up late if I feel like it.
There's no schedule to speak of, except swimming at 8:00 p.m. and volunteering at 2:30 on Thursdays.
I have been dabbling; trying out different things: photography, painting, volunteering at the Boys and Girls Club and a web design course. So far my one success is bringing grocery delivery to this city. I guess I whined about it so much that somebody decided to do something. I say a big Thank You to the people at the Beaubear Co-op for making my life so much easier.
What I need to do now is to try and focus on a couple of things instead of simply filling my days with activities. There are so many people here who tell me they are lonely and bored. I don't want to become like them.
Ah, but what will I do? I find the web design course interesting but I doubt I would want to do that as a job. Typing code is very boring and fiddly. You have to get it exactly right, otherwise, there's a blank page staring at you.
I wonder what I will be doing next year at this time?
Besides all of that; the Federal government has revised the regulations concerning Medical Marijuana.
Health Canada is getting out of the pot growing business . Medical marijuana will now be sold by licensed dealers. No more compassionate clubs, edible weed products will be illegal, as well as store front operations that sell drug paraphernalia. Individuals will no longer be permitted to grow their own and any weed they have already grown must be destroyed.
I have the added hassle of my new doctor, refusing to sign the papers to renew my license to possess and buy medical weed. Why? The doctor just doesn't like medical marijuana. What nerve! I have to travel to another city 3 hours away to see another doctor who will.
Yes, 2014 is going to be interesting!
Friday, November 1, 2013
Here is the Shediac lobster. In New Brunswick you can get lobster really cheap, but milk is nearly double the price I paid in Ontario. The rent is reasonable, but heating oil is very expensive and the only type of heating. Still, I think I'm way ahead financially and most definitely emotionally.
Haven't updated the old blog in awhile and today just seemed the right time to do it. Everything else is a huge fail with plenty of tech woes!
One of those days when things go wrong and nothing seems to work. I won't bore anyone with details of my customer service complaints, since that seems to be universal. Does anyone have positive experiences with that?
Why did I tell people I have MS? I thought they should know, just in case something happens to me. Big mistake! Now I have all these well meaning folks offering remedies and cures. I try to be polite and thank them, but what I really want to do, is tell them to get lost.
I'm amazed at the health, nutritional, and lifestyle myths that people believe. Beliefs that may even be endangering their health. Examples: Diabetics who think eating honey is healthier than refined sugar and think that it's OK to eat chips because they come from the health food store. Advocates of Tai Chi, who think it can cure almost anything, including MS, and claim it has to do with releasing negative energy from your body. People who smoke, drink, and abuse drugs but take supplements. One of them really believes that drinking homemade parsley water cleanses the poisons from their body and cinnamon in their smoothie will thin their blood! Then they suck back a vodka cooler and eat a plate of nachos. Another woman who told me that I have MS because I use hair dye and I should switch to the natural ones. Oh, and lets not forget the organic crowd, who thinks eating organic cookies and candy is healthier. I'm not making any of this up
No I don't do Tai Chi or yoga, don't eat organic food, don't take supplements, don't think natural is better, nor lace my food with turmeric ( "It cleanses your blood you know").
I do avoid packaged and pre made foods, have cut way back on sugar and carbs, take vitamins, swim four times per week and try to get a good night's sleep. I don't use any drugs except medical marijuana and only do that to help me sleep.
Does any of it help my MS? I don't know and anyway that's not why I do those things. Aside from my MS I don't have any of the most common health ailments such as high blood pressure, cholesterol, and diabetes, so I guess I must be doing something right.
Well that'd enough for now. Time to get back to trying to activate my new phone. Ha Ha !
And please, anyone out there who wants to tell me that I'm wrong and I should take up Tai Chi to cure my MS. Get Lost!
Thursday, August 29, 2013
Here's one of the members of the Sky Hawks team, performing at the Atlantic Airshow, which was right in my backyard.
The retirement community I live in was formerly Chatham Air Force Base. The runway still operates as part of the Miramichi airport and that's where they held the Airshow this year. Kind of cool to be able to just cross the road and go see it.
And here I am getting autographs from a few more Sky Hawks.
Ah to be twenty again! Not really, because then I wouldn't be able to live in what I think is one of the best retirement places ever! I'm quitting now because Blogger is being a pain. I wish they would stop trying to improve it
Thursday, August 8, 2013
Here is a very strange looking photo of me at my new home in Miramichi ,New Brunswick
I don't why my camera refuses to take normal pictures, but I've had my fill of technology woes for the present and I'm not in the mood to fiddle with it.
Otherwise, I'm very happy with my new life. The first month was rough. Selling a house, packing, moving, setting up a new place, in a new city, new province, and in the middle of a heat wave . A challenge for a healthy person, and more so for a person with MS. There were a few days there when I didn't think I was going to make it. Had to do lots of praying and positive thinking in order to keep going.
If anyone out there needs, or knows a person who needs, an affordable place to live, with the best landlord you could ever find, Retirement Miramichi is it. Here a link to their website Retire NB.
It isn't your typical retirement community It's more like living in cottage country with all the conveniences.
Everything is well maintained and clean. It is safe and secure and also very picturesque. I will post some photos once I get this crazy camera to work properly!
I get a free bus pass and the bus stops right outside my door. I have a business card that I can show to local merchants etc. to get senior discounts, even though I'm not senior age; yet.
New Brunswick has true universal health care. I never have to worry about going to a clinic or hospital, because everything is covered.The only snag is that all the specialists are in another city, Moncton, but that's only an hour away.
Retirement Miramichi is located on a former air base,Chatham. I think it was a wise decision by the province of New Brunswick, to have converted it to a retirement community, but also incorporate many local groups such as the Boys and Girls Club. One of the old hangars now houses a beautiful recreation center with a fantastic swimming pool.
I just can't say enough good things about this place. I just wish I hadn't had to bring MS along with me. It still sucks! At least now I'm in a place where I don't have to worry and I can enjoy life.
There's going to be an air show in a couple of weeks; right outside my door. Have to get this camera to
co-operate, so I can post some photos of that.
Here's to retirement!
Sunday, June 2, 2013
My house is sold! I don't think the agent would mind me using this photo.
Surprising that it didn't take very long; less than a month to get an offer. I was worried because houses in my city can sit on the market for months, although I did notice that a few other places in the neighbourhood also sold quickly. This is supposedly a "hot" area . The person who bought my house said to the agent that they are looking forward to going around the corner to Starbuck's. I guess that's as good a reason as any and what do I care.
It was crazy for awhile. Every day at least two or three viewings That meant that not only did I have to keep the house super clean and tidy, I had to be out. The couple of times I did stay home were awful. People are so rude and ask such stupid questions. When I did go out, I would return home to doors left unlocked, all the lights on , back door and gate open ( "come on in thieves") and people actually used my toilet!
Not my agent's fault, but all these other ding a ling agents, who were so rude. Like the one guy who was looking for a bargain for an investor (watch out for those guys!). Of course he found a hundred things wrong with the place.
Then there was the joke of a home inspection and I really don't understand why people waste money on them. I complained about the lazy, unprofessional way the inspection was done at my home. The list of things is too long to put here. I also complained about what I saw as a conflict of interest. The buyer pays for an inspection and then the buyer's agent and the inspector come and check out the house. Who's representing the seller? Anyway, they decided to withdraw the inspection based on my complaints.
So now I'm getting ready to move very soon. It's a killer for somebody with MS. I have to take advantage of the times I have energy, but Oh! does that ever run out quick and I can't get over how weak I'm getting.
I won't say where I'm moving to yet, but I do have a nice house waiting for me. It's a rental so I will no longer have to worry about living in a money pit.
I feel pretty good about things Retiring and selling my house were the right decisions.