Sunday, June 14, 2009

Feeling Normal ??!!

The strangest thing happened today. Out of nowhere, I suddenly felt normal. By that I mean like my old self before I started getting sick and feeling like garbage all the time. Today, this evening I do not feel like garbage I feel like I have found some long lost soul. That it has reentered my body and I am whole again. I wonder how long that will last. How the heck did that happen ?
It feels wonderful, yet odd at the same time.

I don't understand. Why? Why now? It's not like I've been doing anything differently No new regime, no drugs, no new diet, nothing !!

I have to say a distant Happy Birthday to my ex Mother in Law. I never got along with the woman however, I have to say I admire her strength . I have never know anyone with such a tremendous will to live . She has numerous health problems, has had so many surgeries and been at death's door more than once. Some how she always rallies. So keep going there lady ! May you have many more birthdays.

I have decided to drag some of my postcard collection into the office for an Art/Hobby show this week. Mainly because I think it's an activity somebody else might enjoy who like me, can't always be relied on to participate in something. You can do it when you please, no pressure .
I would say the best part about it is getting to know people in different countries.
So often when we travel we don't really get to know the "natives" and too often when we do, it is in a service role . Not a good thing.

We'll have to see what the reaction is. People are always surprised when I tell them about it I guess some hobbies are seen as nerdy and I'm not really nerdy looking, nor do I act like a nerd. At least I don't think so .

My blog posts are so disjointed I would like to stick to one subject per post but my head is jumping around thinking of so many things at once.

I'm looking forward to my morning commute. Down the stairs and into my home office, with a cup of tea and Mozart playing in the background. Life is good.


Living Day to Day with Multiple Sclerosis said...

I am so glad to hear that you are feeling good. Like the "Old You". I go through phases like that and am in that right now. That's why I say its like the flu. When it's here its here and bad but when it is gone then enjoy and get on with life. It is weird though when you all of a sudden get the "Old You" feeling because you don't know how to handle it.

So enjoy this time!!!

Taxingwoman said...

Hi! Tara
Yeah it does feel weird