Friday, March 21, 2008

Early morning blogging

I'm up so early today . I went to bed last night without having a shower first .I was too tired to get washed . So there I was lying in bed, not sleeping and worrying about a thousand stupid pointless things. Got up crying and I'm still crying. I don't have any choice but to go on . It's not knowing how I'm going to do it that is wearing me out . Honestly I don't know what to do . I'm so tired and fed up



The "not knowing" in any situation is always the worst. It gnaws at you and drags you down. I'm sorry you are experiencing that right now. So much is going on in your life that it must be very difficult to even try to stay uplifted and positive. And being tired and not sleeping just simply doesn't help (I'm speaking from personal experience here.) You are obviously a fighter - so keep on girl - there is a light at the end of this tunnel.

Orla Hegarty said...

I woke up like this for over a year like this. Crying. Ruminating.

This happens about 2 days/month now for me and I can live with that. Everyday was a bit much.

I don't know what changed it but I think the diet changes have a large influence. I have not felt the same absolute bleakness since I made my radical diet changes. I am delighted.

I totally understand your feelings....I still have them albeit less frequently.

Thanks for sharing Carole.

Taxingwoman said...

Thanks Lisa and Orla for your kind words; I really appreciate them.
I do feel better tonight.