Another crummy day at work and no good mail either ! At least some new stamps came out today. (Yeah I'm a stamp nerd, as well as a postcard nerd) I'm very discouraged, wondering if I will ever get back on track and start having good days again . It's such a good feeling to come home, make dinner, and have a chat with my son, even if he does talk about politics way too much.
A friend of mine made me laugh today. He read my post about vampires in the office and said it was " psychic vampirism" They aren't sucking my blood , but are draining me via negative energy. It does feel like that sometimes.
The most difficult thing to deal with right now is not knowing what the future holds for me .
I know it's like that for everyone . We have no control over the future. I use to at least feel like I had some limited control over my life. Now It seems that other people : doctors , bosses, relatives, even friends, control me, and I don't know what to do about it. Some intentions toward me are well meaning ( and you know the saying about those) others are just plain bungling and still others are cruel.
I'm having a long mini vacation .Not going back to work now till next Tuesday. Never thought working two days in a row would drain me this much. I get a fever every afternoon.
Did a health quiz and only got 4 out of 8 questions right. How was I supposed to know that more middle age people die in motorcycle accidents than any other age group?
I do now.