Return of the Spaz

I think I can safely say that spring is here at last. Today went from frost in the early morning to warm temperatures by the afternoon. It's supposed to go up to 19C tomorrow.
Just hope it doesn't get too hot, too fast. I have a fear of the heat now . The last four summers have been hell.

This week I've been spilling things . A few minutes a go I knocked over a glass of diet coke and smashed the glass. Yesterday I dumped a hot cup of tea on my leg. The day before that it was a glass of water all over the keyboard. I know it's because I'm mega tired and not paying attention to what I'm doing. At least I'm not smashing my hands and feet like I use to do.

I also notice how weak I've become. I carried home two small bags of stuff from the drug store and it felt like a ton ! I was out of breathe by the time I got home, and it's only a 15 minute walk.

Not sure if I like my boss's being nice to me efforts. There's something so phony about it.
Not that he's really doing that much besides big "good mornings" and cheery "hellos" every time he sees me. And he's seems to think I want to know where he is all the time. I can't handle the bi polar behaviour.
Speaking of mental disorders, here's a blog by a woman who was misdiagnosed as schizophrenic and bi polar ! I think being messed around because of my MS is bad . People with mental health issues get treated much, much, worse, and the drugs they get pushed on them are horrible.

Time to go. Have to get my pot roast out of the cooker. Just have to make sure I don't drop it !

Tomorrow, I'm supposed to get another order from Amazon. Yay! More cultural narcotics just in time for my planned long week end ( taking a couple of vacation days) . This time samurai movies. I don't know why I enjoy seeing people get sliced up by swords.